real talk though i’m trying to study for this history test and i feel dead inside i can’t do this it’s like i’m unable to retain any information i’m not sure if i can wing it bc idk if i know the material or not i just feel dead and drained
but if i take a nap then i won’t get up and i’ll just be more stressed
i come home every day just completely drained and i hate it there aren’t enough hours in a day for me to go to school then recover then do homework and eat and relax????? and usually it’s the doing the homework part that suffers because i feel DEAD after school i can’t even focus on homework
either something is very wrong with me or something is very wrong with the way the school system is set up tbh i think it’s both. i don’t see how i’m gonna make it past tomorrow let alone to grad yet people do so that bit is on me. but i’m not the only person mega stressed about school and who feels trapped and dead inside you know probably so that part is on them.
UGH the worst part is that whenever i tell someone (aka my mom) how stressed i am and that idk how i’m gonna make it through the year they’re just like “oh i believe in you you’re gonna do great things and get amazing grades and get your phd!!!!!!!” like no stop i’m literally telling you i can barely live to tomorrow don’t talk to me about a phd for the next thirty years kthx
tldr: grade twelve is killing me and all i want to do is cry
CAN LIFE BE OVER YET
i would wish for summer but that’s closer to university??
christmas break is around uni application time so i don’t want that??
march break is probably full of uni open houses uh no thanks??
i aM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO LIFE I AM ONE BIG BALL OF STRESS I WANT TO CRY I DON’T THINK I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH GRADE 12
so it took 14 days of being at school to begin my grad year mental breakdown well we all knew it was coming i’m kind of shocked it came so soon though oh well if it’s here i may as well start crying myself to sleep now
writing a memoir for writer’s craft
hopefully my life doesn’t bore my teacher to death
also this is the first major writing assignment we’ve done i’m nervous about handing it in what if it sucks it probably sucks i suck eVERYTHING SUCKS
a collection of edgar allan poe tales and poems, dr jekyll & mr. hyde, a tale of two cities, and pride and prejudice. where oh where do i begin?
important otp thing to consider: who rocks the ferris wheel seat
Dylan O’Brien and Ki Hong Lee getting distracted by each other at the NY Maze Runner premier (◡‿◡✿) *
no, but how high do you have to be to write a movie about a toaster and a vacuum cleaner going on an adventure to Mars riding a ceiling fan
What if verbal abuse left the same scars as physical abuse? Would it be taken more seriously? That’s what photographer Richard Johnson hopes to accomplish with his new photo project, “Weapons of Choice.”
The series uses a makeup artist to put bruises and scars on photo subjects. Embedded in these violent marks are some hateful words typically associated with abuse, such as “Stupid,” “Dumb,” “Trash” and others that are much, much worse.
What if verbal abuse left the same scars as physical abuse
If you were in the maze would you rather be in a maze with just girls or just boys?